{"id":446393,"date":"2021-12-24T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-12-24T08:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thecreativeindependent.com\/people\/musician-and-dialogue-editor-kira-roessler-on-putting-your-energy-into-what-matters-to-you"},"modified":"2021-12-24T08:00:00","modified_gmt":"2021-12-24T08:00:00","slug":"musician-and-dialogue-editor-kira-roessler-on-putting-your-energy-into-what-matters-to-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/radiofree.asia\/2021\/12\/24\/musician-and-dialogue-editor-kira-roessler-on-putting-your-energy-into-what-matters-to-you\/","title":{"rendered":"Musician and dialogue editor Kira Roessler on putting your energy into what matters to you"},"content":{"rendered":"
Piano was your first instrument. Did you find that having that foundation made it easier to pick up the bass later?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n I believe piano is a great first instrument for a kid. It makes so much sense: one button is one note, and it\u2019s all laid out in front of you. I think it\u2019s much more intuitive than other instruments, when a kid\u2019s just starting. I started when I was six years old and played classical piano until I was 11, so when I moved on to bass I had some music background, some sense of music. But, of course, bass is very different. It\u2019s a very physical instrument, so it took a while to get with the physical aspect of the bass. But I sometimes wonder, because I am left-handed, whether the bass made sense to me because the bass lines are on the left hand of the piano.<\/p>\n\n What drew you to the bass?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n My brother Paul had this progressive rock band and their bass player quit. I always tagged along behind my brother, so I was like, \u201cWell, I\u2019ll learn the bass.\u201d<\/span> I practiced really hard just to get into his band, but I was never good enough to join. Then he got into punk, so our first band together was a punk rock band. But at first it was very much that there was this niche, and then I immediately just got into it as an instrument.<\/p>\n\n Your brother Paul was in a lot of bands, including the Screamers, one of L.A.\u2019s first punk bands. Do you think that having an older sibling leading the way affected your outlook on music and creativity?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n Completely. I quit piano because I was so competitive and he was older than me and better than me and I couldn\u2019t stand the competition. I started bass because of Paul. I got into punk rock because of Paul. So I\u2019ve always sort of been a tagalong to his interests and found that his unwavering focus on music has particularly helped me in many ways.<\/span><\/p>\n\n For one thing, his decision to sort of follow the \u201cstarving artist\u201d thing influenced me to not go in that direction. I decided I would work for a living because music was too hard to try to earn a living at.<\/span> I mean, I was willing to try, but I was going to have a backup plan. That was part of my focus on staying in college, whereas he studied music in college for a year and then quit to go on tour with the Screamers. So he influenced me all the way.<\/p>\n\n Do you think your competitive nature has been beneficial to you overall? Has it also been detrimental?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n My competitiveness is definitely a negative. I struggle with not just letting things be the way they are, and I\u2019ve definitely gotten riled up in a way that was just unproductive. But in terms of my drive, obviously there\u2019s an element of keeping up that drives one to get bigger, stronger, faster\u2014whatever\u2014that is a driving force.<\/span><\/p>\n\n Your brother also co-produced your new solo album. Given the fact that you have this decades-long musical history with him, what do you see as the pros and cons of working with family?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n Well, we are very, very close these days. But you always have that dynamic, right? I\u2019m the little sister; he\u2019s the big brother that made me often feel not good enough. But then we came to a point\u2014and I was trying to put my finger on this\u2014I think it was when I went in and recorded something with him for a band called AwkWard with another bass player, Devin Hoff. I think that was the first time that Paul was able to sort of separate himself a little from me as little sister.<\/p>\n\n The music was really intense and complicated, and I think he was a little impressed because I\u2019ve always been the sort of hobbyist, and he is the professional musician. So, I think that his competitiveness allowed him to let me be a little behind in terms of my artistic temperament. But in the last 15 years or so it started to become something where my creativity and me bringing songs to him, and him working through his creative way to support me\u2014as opposed to combat me\u2014has really evolved.<\/span><\/p>\n\n And now it\u2019s become this way of interacting where he will suggest additions and I will play editor and add things and take things away. He tends to do music that is very lush and full, and I tend to do much more sparse music, so we act as a very good sounding board to each other. He\u2019ll suggest things and I\u2019ll pick and choose what I think works in terms of the sparse emotions that are felt in my kind of music. It took him a long time to get it, but he seems to have really embraced my sensibility when it comes to my songs.<\/p>\n\n He respects that you\u2019re the songwriter.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n Yes. To me, music isn\u2019t a democracy, really. The songwriter gets to decide.<\/span> For a lot of the bands I played with, I was not the songwriter, so then I tried to do what was best in their minds. But as the songwriter in my solo stuff, I make the decisions. And he has gotten really good at being a great addition while letting me define what I\u2019m looking for.<\/p>\n\n Kira<\/i> is your first solo album. Given that so much of your past musical work has been collaborative, was making a solo album about taking a step away from the band scenario?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n Well, it\u2019s still collaborative. But look, I\u2019ve been writing songs in my room for many, many years, and I\u2019ve been sending songs to others to collaborate with them virtually for many years, and I was never really drawn to the idea of necessarily putting out records.<\/span> There\u2019s a lot of songs that I\u2019ve just worked on to express my feelings, to process my life, and there wasn\u2019t really a drive to release it. It was just a drive to create music.<\/span> And then Paul said that the label wanted to put out a solo record. I turned 60 this year, so I thought, well\u2014this is a good time to do that.<\/p>\n\n I had never felt like I really wanted to stick my neck out and see what people would think of my weird little music thing because it\u2019s so personal. It\u2019s so naked, and it\u2019s not written or played in a way to necessarily draw in big numbers of fans. It\u2019s something that I just didn\u2019t know if anyone would really connect to.<\/span> But he asked, and it was the right time, and this set of songs tells a story that was starting to reach its logical conclusion, so in that way I was able to pick this set of songs as a nice package for the record. I couldn\u2019t have done this story any earlier.<\/p>\n\n Tell me about the story.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n The first song was probably written about 13 years ago, and it\u2019s a story of love and loss, basically. I had to go through the loss and the aftermath of the loss to really be able to have enough distance from it to let it be told to the world at large\u2026 am I being too cryptic?<\/p>\n\n No, that\u2019s okay. I don\u2019t think we need to demystify it. We\u2019re talking about music here.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n Yeah. I think the emotions are universal, and that\u2019s kind of why I stuck with this concept of love and loss. These are the things that we all, as human beings, hopefully can connect to in some way. And that\u2019s the point of music, right? To make somebody feel something.<\/p>\n\n Absolutely. Because it\u2019s your first solo album, were there any hurdles to overcome as far as teaching yourself to do certain things or just having the courage to push yourself into new territory?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n The difficulty for me was the visual aspect\u2014putting together some sort of cover for the record, and then when we tackled the concept of making a video. I\u2019m very much an audio person, so it was definitely the visual stuff that was challenging. When you\u2019re working with others and their ideas, you can flesh things out together, and this time I really felt like I had to create something visually\u2014and that was new to me. What I found was that it\u2019s very much like songwriting. You start with a little seed, a little idea, and it takes on a life of its own.<\/span><\/p>\n\n You\u2019ve been making music for a long time now. Do you feel like there\u2019s anything that ties all your work together, even if it\u2019s just the attitude behind it?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n Yeah. For me, bringing it into my very personal experience and telling my story is hugely important. I\u2019m not really interested in writing about something outside of me that might be super interesting but that I don\u2019t have as much of an emotional connection to.<\/span> As I say, to me music is about connecting emotionally, so if the song doesn\u2019t start to connect in a really personal way and I\u2019m not getting the hang of how to express that, then it\u2019s not working. So my philosophy is to get to the root of the emotion and strip away anything that\u2019s going to let you off the hook. Stay in it, lean into it.<\/p>\n\n You played your first live show at the Whisky in Los Angeles when you were just 16. How did you feel beforehand, and how did you feel after?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n Gosh, that was a long time ago. I\u2019m certain I was nervous. I mean, I\u2019ve always gotten nervous going onstage so I\u2019m certain that I was terrified. And I\u2019m certain I was relieved afterwards, because this first band that I was in, we didn\u2019t know what punk rock was. We were putting on an act of what we thought<\/em> punk rock was. And the couple of songs that I had written that I was screaming into the microphone were just trying to be shock value and trying to be punk rock without really coming from inside of what that meant.<\/p>\n\n I probably felt even more nervous putting on this act with these guys, who were my brother and his friends, so they were all older and they all seemed more confident. The guitar player, who played on my new record, he played my first gig with me\u2014that\u2019s how far back we go\u2014he\u2019d been playing guitar for years and was very sort of relaxed about the actual playing aspect, whereas for me bass was still a struggle physically. So it was just overwhelming and difficult, but I\u2019m not shy about taking on challenges, so being competitive I had to keep up. There was never any question I wouldn\u2019t do it.<\/span><\/p>\n\n You mentioned that your brother got you into punk rock. What do you think it was about punk that spoke to you?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n My brother had friends he\u2019d gone to high school with before punk rock, so he was led into it through people he knew, and I was led into it by following along with Paul. But what struck me at the first gig I went to\u2014the Germs at the Whisky a Go Go\u2014was that the rage and anger that gets expressed in punk rock is something that soothes me in a weird way. I think it\u2019s what started my love affair with emotional content and connecting to base emotions.<\/p>\n\n I was also drawn to the fact that these people were very anti-society at large, if you will. It was very underground, and I always felt like a total outsider. I was a tomboy, and frankly, I didn\u2019t even feel part of punk rock. I felt like an outsider there, too. But it was okay to be a misfit among the misfits, you know?<\/span> So that was definitely part of the attraction. These people weren\u2019t comfortable living in the world, and that made sense to me. They were angry and hostile and had found a way to actually express that and put that across and let me share it with them.<\/p>\n\n